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Hey! Wow, Been fucking ages since I last visited this place... Big things have happened, lots of changes.
Speaking of changes, seems as though DeviantArt has updated the whole look and feel of the website. Unfortunately, they've still stuck with the crappy colour scheme. Oh well, I guess I'm not the artist of this establishment.
I feel that I've hugely neglected this site and it's people, And perhaps even the people that used to be in my life when I was a happier young lad, studying, not working. I've left a lot of things behind, and I'm going to use this journal on DeviantArt to hopefully restart my artistic spark!
Weather it's just been a hard time for me, adjusting to the independent life, more decisions and responsibilities, in fact I should sleep, I have work in less than 6 hours. Or weather I've just forgotten the things that make me happy.
Friends have tried telling me that it's alcohol that makes me happy... But it's VERY short term, and has side effects.
Family have said it's that they're not around... Perhaps, but I love the freedom.
Some closer friends have still stayed in contact with me, and I with them, And this has made life that little better.
But I feel, the reasons I feel the way I feel, has something to do with all of the above, and more!
It certainly feels good to have a girlfriend.
I'd love to have a better job.
A motorcycle would certainly full fill some fantasies.
Better income would allow for more comfortable living.
Better housemates, that aren't as ignorant, manipulative and stupid, would REALLY help, not only my living standard, but also my sanity and wellbeing.
Perhaps even healthier eating and living would also help...
The point I am trying to make is, I feel I've lost a lot of my personality and my own self being.
If art was my way of expressing myself, or even my way to a better job, since it is my field of study, then perhaps I need to stop being so lazy, stop wasting my time on Facebook, and actually get up and draw something! Model something! Create a logo or a website, for nothing! Just to get it out... Let my artistic creative side explode like a volcano erupting! Throwing glowing lava into the air, and oozing brilliant magma down the edges of myself...
The only way I can make this work, is to make a promise to myself, and to NOT forget about it.
If this idea does not succeed, then...
Well, We'll get to that if it comes around. Lol.
I may make another Journal entry later, to update you all... Or parhaps, to kick-off the artistic side, I should upload photos I've taken, or other artistic things I've made, in a way of telling a story of my past year and a half.
I shall finish this now and Upload another photo before sleeping.
Speaking of changes, seems as though DeviantArt has updated the whole look and feel of the website. Unfortunately, they've still stuck with the crappy colour scheme. Oh well, I guess I'm not the artist of this establishment.
I feel that I've hugely neglected this site and it's people, And perhaps even the people that used to be in my life when I was a happier young lad, studying, not working. I've left a lot of things behind, and I'm going to use this journal on DeviantArt to hopefully restart my artistic spark!
Weather it's just been a hard time for me, adjusting to the independent life, more decisions and responsibilities, in fact I should sleep, I have work in less than 6 hours. Or weather I've just forgotten the things that make me happy.
Friends have tried telling me that it's alcohol that makes me happy... But it's VERY short term, and has side effects.
Family have said it's that they're not around... Perhaps, but I love the freedom.
Some closer friends have still stayed in contact with me, and I with them, And this has made life that little better.
But I feel, the reasons I feel the way I feel, has something to do with all of the above, and more!
It certainly feels good to have a girlfriend.
I'd love to have a better job.
A motorcycle would certainly full fill some fantasies.
Better income would allow for more comfortable living.
Better housemates, that aren't as ignorant, manipulative and stupid, would REALLY help, not only my living standard, but also my sanity and wellbeing.
Perhaps even healthier eating and living would also help...
The point I am trying to make is, I feel I've lost a lot of my personality and my own self being.
If art was my way of expressing myself, or even my way to a better job, since it is my field of study, then perhaps I need to stop being so lazy, stop wasting my time on Facebook, and actually get up and draw something! Model something! Create a logo or a website, for nothing! Just to get it out... Let my artistic creative side explode like a volcano erupting! Throwing glowing lava into the air, and oozing brilliant magma down the edges of myself...
The only way I can make this work, is to make a promise to myself, and to NOT forget about it.
If this idea does not succeed, then...
Well, We'll get to that if it comes around. Lol.
I may make another Journal entry later, to update you all... Or parhaps, to kick-off the artistic side, I should upload photos I've taken, or other artistic things I've made, in a way of telling a story of my past year and a half.
I shall finish this now and Upload another photo before sleeping.
BIG NEWS!
Hey Guys.
So yeah, Big news. I passed my Certificate 4! Whoo! On a Credit level! Probably the highest rank I've even received from a school.
And as such, I needed to find work or continue studying... I picked studying.
So, Now I'm moving to the Australian Capital. Canberra!
To study animation at AIE, a really good school for gamers and movie FX artists alike... I hope to learn a lot from there. Which I assume I will. I also hope to beat my "Credit average", With a Distinction or something! :D
Big news, that accompanies the previously mentioned. I'm moving out! To live on my own! Leaving imroy (https://www.deviantart.com/imroy) with my parents. HA! And all my chores a
Great ideas and Really weird story...
God damnit! I need inspiration!
Good Inspiration!
I swear, Volcom, if you say anything on here that's:
* Gay
* Sexual
* Gruesome
* Stupid
* Painful
Then I'm going to hit you!
But seriously, People... TELL ME WHAT TO DO!
I've run out of things to model.
TAFE is taking up a lot of my time, Though I'm doing an Arts course. But I need to make art in my spare time, And I can't think of what to do.
If I be political, People hate me for my views.
If I be abstract, People think I've got no talent.
If I try too hard, It comes out looking really shit! :P
*sob*... I need help!
I I thinking, I could do sketching and photography, Things th
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CHOOO!
Americans... Need I say more?
The following is a comment I found by a person on some website called "www.RankySpanky.com/".
All credit should be addressed to that person. The link: http://rankyspanky.com/2007/02/04/top-reasons-why-gay-marriage-is-wrong/
Top ten reasons why Gay marriage is wrong:
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, t
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